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2009-08-22T09:13:00.000-07:00

it is like months away since the last post..cny ryte?? yea it's been a long long time, lotsa things happened since the last post..juz a brief summary what i've done so far..

so after cny, yy n i worked at tangs pav, great experience we got there (n $$ too!!) not a bad environment there cos the things there it's like so darn expensive..n the people shopping there is like "omg, i gt this nail polish done yesterday, n it's fantabulous!!"...yea those kind of people

we worked 4 like 5 weeks..den we go 4 college. well it is kinda funny story when i recall back how i gt 2 this college..erm..i'm studying law?(what??) in a college located behind petaling street (petaling street?) called ATC (come again?). yea i noe, i shud be studying hospitality ryte, but u c when i was working kat tangs, suddenly i realized that the hospitality thingy is not really my thing, u noe hav 2 like serve ppl even though u r not happy with the customer..(ur eyes will keep rolling until ur eyeballs drop out), so major no. den thought dat now i have no idea what 2 do, juz thought dat mayb i get some basic knowledge of law..not really going 2 become lawyer, juz want 2 noe what's da law..(since dat our country's law is like so messy), and so ended up i'm at ATC studying a-levels.

ATC, when u c da college u'll be like 'what?', yea trust me, cos i saw the unbelievable faces from my sisters when they saw my college. they were totally speechless!! so, this college is like a building only, with totally lame lecture halls. thank God the lecturers there r not bad, they have some standards there. and the students there, i'm totally not so close with them. i rather 2 say i'm cant go along with them than 2 say i'm not friendly. they r like..i dont know. especially there's this girl, she from sbu. i'm still ok is she's a sbu-ian, but she is also a cheerleader 4 shirtliff. whoa!! once i gt 2 noe dat she's a shitliff(misspelling intentional), i was like urgh..disgusted (sorry girl, is not bout u, juz dat u joined the wrong group) thank god i'm not a xavier cheerleader, otherwise i'll headbutt her each time i c her. there r some people who try 2 approach me n talked 2 me, but it's like such a short conversation, even i myself also felt da weird atmosphere..it's AKWARD!! each time dey try 2 talk 2 me n be friendly 2 me..i'm like.'juz leave me alone, will ya?' i thought dat i shud be an invisible human thoughtout dat one year in ATC, but it seems dat i failed dat. it seems dat almost all the lecturers notice me (well except 4 maths, cos there's only 3 students in the class)..but besides dat i did not do a very good job in invisibility.

so far, i can cope with my studies, juz have 2 put more effort on law n maths..otherwise it will be easy-passing subjects.

it's already going 2 be 5 months in college, n i'd be lying if i said i dun miss secondary school's life. when chan posted all our form 5 photos on facebook, i'm like 'oh ya, i rmb dat!!' 'no way..'

lol so much fun dat time. i miss the days we slept during sej n econs class (wif yuee tong), days we made fun of mr.low and ms ma..(dat's hilarious!!), days when we never complete our homework(especially bm), days we used 2 talked bad bout ms waan (i still hate her now okay?) mornings when we had to squeeze ourselves to our lockers to get books..i'll miss all dat. u noe we tend 2 take 4 granted stuffs dat we used 2 enjoy, but we dun feel like enjoying it? well dat's human nature..

so dat's all i've 2 say bout this few months, so i'll talk bout what i'm up to now. well u guys noe dat michael jackson passed away ryte? (may he rest in peace) so i've been listening 2 his songs since his death. in fact i'm listening to his HIStory concert on tv, ryte now, as i'm writing dis post (he's singing "Earth Song" ryte now).

u noe i've juz mention bout human nature (one of his songs too) juz now, where we tend 2 take things 4 granted? yea we took him 4 granted too. in fact he din really gave much impact 2 my life, cos i was way too young when he's on top of the world. but i still noe bout him, or when we see someone dancing, we'll ask "u want 2 be michael jackson ar?" we dun think when we say blurted out these words, cos when come 2 dancing automatically we can relate it 2 mj, cos he's such a great entertainer. n how much we despised him when the accusation came out, we totally forgotten his music, totally. i rmb when he came 2 m'sia 4 concert, and my parents n my elder sisters went. dat time i thought mj was a girl..n i insisted, my family was like "yeah yeah". i was young okay?

it was friday morning, when i finished brushing my teeth, i on the radio, and i was on fly fm. n there mj's song ( i forgot what song is it..i was sleepy okay?) i din pay much attention, den phat fabes announced his death.."we confirmed that mr.michael jackson passed away this morning" i was like 'what?' i tot i heard wrongly, but i didn't, it's true. i rushed out from my room n yelled,"mj is dead!! mj is dead!!" my sister was like "what?!" "mj is dead!!" " hamster is dead?"

gawd..it's tough talking 2 a person when she's juz awake.."no..MICHAEL JACKSON IS DEAD!!" n i closed the door. i quickly got dressed, and went down 2 watch cnn. and yup, it's all bout mj's death.

it did not really hit me at first. den slowly through the day, the internet was full with mj news. and so i read all the articles. and i found out that he had such a tough childhood, n i started 2 believe dat da accusations against r false..(it's false btw, the damn guy admitted it).he is like the greatest artist in the 20th century..(and it always remain no matter what century it is) he concerned bout da world, he loves children cos i think due 2 what happened 2 him during his childhood, he wants 2 spread his love 2 da children. and he cared bout the environment, racial issues, less-fortunate people..etc. such a man with a giant heart, n yet people try 2 drag him down. n now he's dead, n people r like 'oh he's such a great singer', 'i love him so much!!', and these r da people who detested him during the darkest moment of his career..this is what i call hypocrisy.

well, enough of me n mj..gotta sleep..so damn tired these few days. juz finished mock exam, i even missed da yum cha night wif vivi they all. argh..havent get license yet!! so gonna get it when i finish my AS exams, which is after my bday..gonna get it done by the end of this year. so damn fast, this year is coming to an end, everything is happening so so fast, n i'm still blur here..(err,what's going on?)

birthday/cny

2009-02-06T06:48:00.000-08:00

today is
yunho's
b'day!!
happy birthday!!

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happy chinese 'moo' year!!

2009

2009-01-01T23:15:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009!!

in 2009, i hope i can get a good college dat can suit with my family's financial situation. i hope dat everyone dat i noe, especially my grannies will be in their best of health. i hope everyone can get a chance 2 pursue their dreams. i oso hope dat there will be no more natural disasters, wars, n anything dat is against the human rights.

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Madonna Heights

yesterday, me n my family went 2 attend da last mass of Madonna Heights. yesterday's mass was full hse, ppl came frm near n far. i was kinda keberatan becoz we might not have a chance 2 go 2 madonna heights anymore. i grew up at this chapel, i got my first holy communion here, i attend sunday sch here. there r lotsa memories here.

my sis n i managed 2 capture some spots of the chapel.

the nativity

we, the ex-choir used 2 practice here b4 auntie jeannie left

the fan i used when i was sleepy

the pew i used 2 sleep when dey r practising

the altar

my godparents

Fr.Amala

he is the assistant parish priest n had been here for a very long time. he was da priest of my parents' wedding n he baptised me.

the chapel

posing wif Mother Mary

stella maris primary sch

walking down the stairs..

2008

2009-01-01T22:41:00.000-08:00

2008 had been a tough year 4 me. i spent da whole year preparing 4 spm, n i noe what am i gonna get with da effort i had put.

there is nth much i can write bout 2008, cos all i can rmb is add maths..(it's still haunting me!!)

all i can say is my 2008 is a bit merrier becoz of little junli..he has always brighten my day n make me forget all my troubles when i look at him.

we made these 4 junli's parents. we collected these pics frm the day he was born till dec 2008. junli came 2 our hse 2 celebrate my sis n his b'day too. man he is so damn cute n everyone juz cant resist him.

they got the pics as if getting an award..

oh man..!
my grandma

my grandpa

Merry Christmas!!

2008-12-25T06:56:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

whoa~ it's finally christmas, so damn excited. 2day went 2 a couple of places, we went 2 my aunty's hse 4 christmas lunch..den had some carolling n exchanged presents..reached home around 5.50pm..den went 4 a hse warming around 6.30pm. man so exhausting, juz came around 9 sumthing. so while waiting for 12am to open da presents, i am spending some time on9..oh no, 1 more hour 2 go!!

a few days ago, me, pei, vivi n tong went 2 the garden's redbox. is so nice n cozy over there, da sound system is way more better den low yat's redbox. summore sing from 1pm to 6pm..pei almost lost her voice..haha!!

oh man, cant wait 2 open da presents!! i will post my presents later, i think with junli's pic too..

post-SPM's post (II)

2008-12-11T05:35:00.000-08:00

da next day after genting, i went 2 worked as a promoter 4 u-mobile. i was supposed 2 promote dis u38 plan at kota damansara's hawker centre. da target suppose 2 be 15 but i only managed 2 hit 5 sim cards. the main reason was nobody will ever listen 2 u when they r eating. i only worked 4 a day becos it is very tiring.
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da next day, i went 2 taylor's open day wif pei yee. we met petrina n fred there too. we managed 2 get some info bout da course we wanted 2 take, n managed 2 c allan wu too!! (oh man he is so damn handsome!!)

sat too far ledy, pic not so clear
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oh yes, i cleaned up my room too, all da rubbish is out of my room

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aihz, guess what, i began 2 miss sch..not da people, da places we go..da classroom, lockers we used 2 rush to in the morning..so i went 2 take pics of my classrooms i used 4 da past 5 years n my lockers.

using da same classroom 4 form 1 and form 5

my poor 4A classroom become da stupid spbt room, dey purposely use dis room wan, now 4A classroom is behind of the staff room, nobody will ever take notice dat classroom.

my lockers:

form 3-n i rosakkan da lock too

form 4

i din sempat 2 have a last look of my form 5 steel locker, cos when i took these pics, da steel lockers had been replaced by da purple lockers already. so no more steel lockers in cbn anymore..i'm gonna miss u!!

since we have nth 2 do after da spm briefing, i took my camera n took pics around da sch.

qimmy's car..oh man i nvr get a chance 2 sit in her car

took this 3 days b4 spm..

da kl tower

da canteen

the hall, classrooms, laboratories, and the tennis court

den ee yin found out my camera has a smile detector, she went around da sch n start taking ppl smiling..

muahaha~

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wee is going 2 be christmas, so damn excited bout it!! after dat is little jun li's b'day..1 year old!!it's been a year already..still rmb we all ate shabu-shabu b4 he came 2 dis world one year ago..hmm~

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gotta find a job 4 da next 3 months, settle all my debts, n buy all the things dat i want!! mostly cds, like rain, tvxq, yida, stanley huang..gosh, i'm gonna be broke..!!

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i think i'll be posting bout jun li on da next post, frm day 1 till celebrating 1-year-old b'day..

post-SPM's post (I)

2008-12-11T01:20:00.000-08:00

it's been a while since da last post..supposedly i should be roaring "Merdeka!" here, but i was tied up 2 lotsa things after da last paper..well, went to genting for 3 days, den went 2 work 4 a day (which sucks), den went 2 jalan-jalan around kl n mid valley..i could only rest starting from dis week..*tired*

well, i been thinking these few days, i totally screwed up my add maths n accounts paper, so dats y both papers ended up being teared n thrown into the rubbish bin, bye bye suckers!! but i think at least my spm results is way better than my forecast and trials..(of course la)

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after da econs paper, we gone wild 4 a while in school, den we went straight ahead 2 genting. be4 dat, yap's dad took us 2 imbi 2 makan, den after da gombak toll we dropped by at da petrol station 2 get some junk food n instant noodles. we arrived at genting around 3pm. since yy n eve havent reach genting (they were not wif us), we went 2 highlands hotel, where yap's dad got a room 4 her. we stayed there until yy n eve arrived n got our room at first world hotel.

then we went makan n jalan-jalan at first world plaza. i saw these 2 cute toys at a store,

since got nth 2 do, we went 2 yap's room and stayed there until it's time 4 movies. (we stayed there 4 da wah lai toi) we watched tv n took some pics..

dey r playing chor tai di, wif yy's sis (kenot be seen in dis pic due 2 angle prob)

eve's sexy photos:

LOL!!

we went 4 a drink at starbucks around 12, n it was FREEZING cold becos it was raining..den we went 2 watch 'beast stalker'.

we woke up around 12 noon. yes 12 noon. actually we r suppose 2 wake up at 8.30am, me, vivi n eve managed 2 wake up, we even brushed our teeth, but yy was still sleeping, so eventually we went 2 sleep again, n it's already 12 when we woke up.den we went 2 gohtong jaya 2 have lunch, n embarrassing things happened there, i dun wanna 2 elaborate more on dat. den we went 2 bum city n jalan-jalan, i bought a birthday bear 4 myself, n i saw these cute cows on the shelf..maklumlah next year cow year ledy..

after bum city, vivi n i explore da whole first world plaza until yy ask us 2 go take picture.
after dat we lepak at yap's room, tong n i stayed in da room while the others went 2 da gei..after dat we went 2 coffee bean 2 yum cha..on da way we saw one couple quarelling, well we wont want 2 be kacau daun, so we act like nth happened n moved on. den when i bought my drink n came out, i saw da boy sitting at the table next 2 ours. den we moved 2 starbucks. when we sat down, eve told us what she heard when da boy talking 2 his fren. what happened was da boy slapped da girl..all of us gasped n cant believe dat da boy slapped da girl. n it seems dat da girl oso act like nth happened n bought drinks at coffee bean. hmmm~

we all slept at yap's room becos felt lazy 2 go back 2 first world. n when i woke up, it is already 7 sumthing in the morning. i was having some running nose so i went 2 da toilet, after dat eve oso went 2 toilet..dat time it was da tv was playing pussycat's dolls' "don't cha'. after da song finished eve suddenly asked me 2 wake up n teman her 2 go down, i felt weird but i still went wif her. it is den eve told me dat she heard some strange sound in the toilet n oso da song. i would like 2 say is dat many ppl tot she heard her alarm's ringtone. actually da tv gt mix fm, so we on it while we were sleeping. when i was awake i heard serena c's voice talking over da tv, n after da mix fm was playing 'don't cha'. eve was so certain bout da song becos dis song was once her alarm's ringtone. so she is damn sure dat da sound came frm da tv, not her hp alarm.

birthday/first day

2008-11-11T04:24:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
TO
ME~!!

thank you ppl 4 da birthday wishes..=)

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today is da 1st day of spm..(sigh) well things gone pretty well 4 the 1st day, especially bm, i hope i din screw up both papers!!
tmr sej paper 2 (urgh) n english, hope tmr will go smoothly like today~*fingers crossed*

random

2008-10-31T08:37:00.000-07:00

i noe i shud not be doing this ryte now, but i just need some air..
i read the newspaper today dat there was a super generous man went to kl sentral yesterday, throw all his money, all in rm50, rm10 n rm1 notes, den walked away calmly without looking back. n da ppl there saw the money flying all over the place n quickly picked it. i just wanna say, i hope i was there. mr.super generous man, if u r reading this now, would u kindly drop by at sri petaling station n throw ur money there? dun go 2 bkt jalil, there r lotsa ppl there, come 2 sri petaling, less ppl here. or if u dunno where it is, u can go 2 kl sentral, take da putra line 2 masjid jamek, den change ur train there, board on the train marked "sri petaling" n go all the way to the last station. erm, pls dun take da wrong train to ampang, there oso a lot of ppl, n da there r more cars than human there, no one will take ur money.

lol after 2day, there will be left 10 more days 4 me, n yet i'm procrasinating and crapping here, aihz i dowan..still gt a lot of subjects nt so gud, esp sej...i hate u!! arghh..i'm pulling my hair..dunno y on earth we have 2 learn about the past..i mean our country's past is not membanggakan after all. say want 2 tentang ppl, fight 2 times, lost, den ppl bagi u money 2 retire, n acted like nth happen..PLEASE~!! memalukan shj..

fine. done crapping. [10]

Little World Of Ours

2008-10-30T05:46:00.000-07:00

i found out this website of jeweleries, newly open. all the jeweleries r made in korea (my husband's home),top quality, n da price is really reasonable.

there r more in the website, http://littleworldofours.blogspot.com

datukship/rain

2008-10-14T05:49:00.000-07:00

if u have been reading da newspaper lately, u'll sure come across a news saying dat shah rukh khan had been awarded a datukship. well da reason is he had a movie scene filmed at the A Famosa, Melaka. because of dat, he deserved a datukship. COMPLETELY RUBBISH! y do shah rukh khan deserve a datukship because of a movie scene. i mean dat scene is maybe just 1 minute..worst still, mayb it is juz a 5 sec movie scene in a hindi film. mayb da audiences hardly noe dat da place is melaka, mayb shah rukh khan barely noe where is melaka. for heaven sake, u think today's melaka is still like 500 years ago's kesultanan melayu melaka meh? everyone sure noe where is it? if like dat, ang lee can get a datukship, lee hom, tony leung oso can, dey filmed part of the film "lust, caution" at ipoh, aaron kwok oso can..y arent dey getting a datukship? brainless ppl..

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i found these

rain's 5th album-rainism

ahh..i love it!!

I LOVE RAIN~!!

2008-10-13T03:40:00.000-07:00

I WANT

TVXQ 4th Album-MIROTIC

*still got 1 more, rain's 5th album-rainism

countdown

2008-10-11T06:27:00.000-07:00

30 DAYS TO

MY BIRTHDAY
SPM

Happy Birthday

2008-10-06T05:03:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

YOKE YEE

better find a bf 4 ur 18th birthday..haha so dat i can belanja u..waiting 4 u..

2008-09-29T23:31:00.000-07:00

yesterday, i had da worst experience with redbox. especially with the receptionist, da saturday night one who answered my call n confirmed my booking n da monday one who denied my booking n being kinda rude to us. n oh yes, the waiter n waitress who were in charged at da orange zone (i guessed), around room 47-50, screw all of u.
if u ppl continue with this kind of attitude, serve u right of only can be receptionist n waiter. n da saturday night's receptionist one who cannot differentiate the number 2 n 3, please do go back 2 kindergarten n re-learn back all ur numbers, for heaven's sake.

n oso thanks to yoke yee's sister's fren 4 making an effort 2 come down n helped us so that we can go in.

n because of the little commotion that we had, we managed 2 go in to the largest room ( i think) in redbox. it is a really huge, huge room. WOW..it was so satisfying when we get 2 sing in the room.

we had so much fun yesterday, haha especially pei yee bcos da receptionist n da waitress had really made her mad n wanna express her feelings through singing..lol

oh yes, since trials are over, let see i screwed what paper:

BM Paper 1

Eng Paper 1

Add Maths Paper 2

Science Paper 2

Sejarah Paper 2

Accounts Paper 2

yup i guessed dats all i screwed, n i really hope dat i wont get any red marks on my result slip, juz at least all pass, ok?

what a day..

2008-09-26T07:35:00.000-07:00

TODAY
is the last day of trials..
was the second spot check after the new board took over..
was the day that my phone was in jeopardy..
i realized that how "funny" shirley was...

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ok, today i had my last paper, econs paper 1. but we ended up listening 2 eve talking about the movie "4bia"..haha..
den suddenly sze kei, chan n zul stand up n left da class, i quickly ask chan where r they going, she said they r meeting pn.nancy. i was like, huh? she said someone in 5W stole da econs paper 1 frm mr.low's bag, n they r going 2 tell pn.nancy bout that.
den they went out 4 quite some time, n we were wondering y r they taking such a long time. den suddenly pay herng n some other form six's prefects came up n want to spot check our class. i was like shit, my phone is in my pocket. den chan quickly tell them is 5W, but they insisted they want 2 spotcheck our class. n dey managed to confisicate a ipod from one of the bags..(haha)den pn.norrizan came n saved the day, she asked the prefects to go to 5W. *thank God* den datin came along n shouted at 5W..wow da whole form 3 block can hear her.
after that the thief finally turned herself in, n she gt suspended for 2 weeks. after dat, pn.norrizan came 2 our class. becos of the ipod, she was convinced dat there shud be other"stuffs" in our class..great i thought i was so dead meat, LUCKILY da prefect was naive enough 4 me 2 get away..(haha!!) oh ya, payherng consfisicated my inkless liquid paper..after dat dis was a funny conversation between us..

payherng:"u gt kena ar?"
me:" gt, u r holding my liquid now. btw da liquid no ink ledy wan."
payherng:" den y u dowan 2 throw it away?"
me:" i no time mah. u help me throw la" (walked away)

after the spotcheck, we were still lepaking outside cos it's almost recess. suddenly shirley stood outside our class, after dat she went n stood at the front door n waited 4 sze kei. den when sze kei came out, she started 2 scold sze kei 4 telling 2 teacher dat she is involved in stealing da exam paper. she said" u dun think u r da chief, i'll take u 2 datin now!!" yea ryte, so not intimidating..den our classmates started 2 backed up 4 sze kei n scolded shirley..qimmy scolded her n da height difference between them is like..heaven n earth? den ms.waan leraikan them n asked shirley 2 concertrate on the exam now..den the end..

oh yes in case u r thinking of trying da japanese shabu-shabu restaurant in times square..DON'T. u'll regret it..not worthy, not nice , cant communicate wif da waitresses there..urghh is a nightmare over there.

after that me, yy, eve n tong went 2 food n tea. yy n eve asked us 2 check out a "cutie" guy who served them..haha he is "funny n cute", kinda short, n his way of speaking is juz funny. (i'm nt making fun of him)

den me, yy n eve went 2 sg wang 2 take pics..we spent like an hour in the photo shop. u wont want 2 noe what we were doing inside..haha

den i went back by lrt, n saw my ex-classmate at the sri petaling station. i actually saw her, but pretended not to. but she saw me, n we chatted 4 a while n had a few awkward moment between it.

dat's all
n
TRIAL IS DONE
n
GET READY 4 SPM..(no....)

2008-09-05T06:00:00.000-07:00

i read this from yida's blog, n i felt it expressed some of my feelings that i'm encountering now, so i decided 2 put this on this post.

12星座悲伤写在哪里
(where does the 12 horoscopes put their sadness)

心底 (inside their heart)

代表星座：天蝎座摩羯座(representing scorpio, capricorn)

在这个世界上，有些人如白纸剔透，有些人却早已尘封了厚厚的灰尘，风来，雨来，也奈何不得。蝎子和摩羯应该就属于后者，也许与生俱来，他们从来就不单纯。因此，许多人恨上了他们的真情假意，或者，蝎子和摩羯的内心也早就恨上了自己。

他们徘徊在世界的繁华落寞，却无法驱散心里的爱和恨。在自己心底，潜藏着那种叫“悲伤”的东西，时不时的浮出，但总是坚强的把它给压抑下去。有些痛，就好像要嚼烂了，咽下去，让心底的洪流冲刷，最后表面干净了。蝎子和摩羯不会让别人看见奔腾的悲伤，因此留给自己一颗被蚕食了的不堪的心，对于他们来说那是生命的代价。

( In this world, some people are as clean as a piece of white paper, some has already accumulated inches thick of dust, they can go through wind or rain like scorpions and capricorns . Maybe they are born with it, they are never simple and pure. That is why a lot of people hate their hypocrisy, or maybe, scorpions and capricorns have already hated themselves deep inside their heart.
They hang around the world's flourishing and loneliness, but they never can dispel the love and hate in their heart. In their hearts, hides something called "sadness", it comes out sometimes, but the strength in them always holds it back. Some pain, like being chewed and swallowed, let the strong current of the heart rinse it away, at last the surface is clean. Scorpions and capricorns will never let others see their sadness galloping, therefore they will leave themselves a extremely eaten up heart, for them, is the price of life.)

Birthday/Trials

2008-09-02T05:28:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

DANSON TANG

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2day chan told me dat still gt 10 more tuesday b4 spm..aihz after dis week da countdown 4 weeks will become a single digit..(stress), and next 3 weeks is trials, which is super important too, but i cant concertrate ryte now as there r some matters bothering me..ahhh WHY?!

Updates on Jun Li

2008-08-09T07:36:00.000-07:00

so long din update jun li's info over here, right now he can crawl, n his hands n legs r super active..moving all da time..

this one looks like baby matthew..!

did i mention he can sing too? oh ya dont doubt, his "car" has a car plate..is PIG 7727..thanks 2 my retarded cowfu..!

Happy Birthday

2008-08-07T04:55:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
TO
VANNESS

s*** her..!

2008-07-25T09:09:00.000-07:00

2day we had da last meeting of da year..YAY!! but 2day's meeting very cacat wan, only five swimming club members participated in the competition, n i'm so exhausted after da competition..

n den ar thought can go back after dat throw bone fella finish signing da koko forms n testimonial, BUT AR felt like s***ting her..

s*** her #1: ask her whether can replace those meeting which we were absent with attendance of house practices, she said" oh i have 2 double confirm with pn.taju."

s***t her #2: pei wrote naib setiausaha 4 swimming club, doubted her..wan kena belasah izit?

s*** her #3: doubted nicki too

s*** her #4: jeling me 4 2 secs when she sign my testimonial

s*** her #5: talk so much crap

now i like pn.nancy more den her..dun "har?!" me..for real i really do like pn.nancy more den her..not when she scold us la..other times when she doesnt scold us..really like dr.jekkyl n mr.hyde..love dr.jekkyl but hate my.hyde..but she always have 2 wear da mr.hyde's mask..dats da pity thing about her..

another birthday..(again)

2008-07-23T03:57:00.000-07:00

a lot of my friends' b'day r on july..2day is ee yin's wan, coming up next is illani..!btw..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

CHAN EE YIN

haha can only find dis pic on my comp..hope u dont mind la..

another birthday

2008-07-10T02:45:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

VIVIAN WONG!!

Happy Birthday

2008-07-07T05:55:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

EVE

big big girl lo..dun be so fai leh..

memories in 2003

2008-07-03T05:16:00.000-07:00

as i checked through my mail last nite, i found out my ex-classmate emailed me, n it's about having a trip among all da ex-classmates after spm. i suddenly realised that i havent kept contact with them for a very long, long time..even da last gathering i cabut-ed n went cheong k with yoke yee instead..(laughs)
juz now my ex-classmate msg me n said they've decided to go pangkor a week after spm. i remembered da last time we went 4 vacation was after upsr, we went 2 this organic farm in negeri sembilan, n was a nightmare for all of us. almost 5 years passed, i still cherish those moments wif my ex-classmates during dat vacation.not juz dat, memories in 2003 were one of the vital ones in my life.
however right now, whenever n wherever i see my ex-classmates, i will either cover my face or pretend not 2 see them. haha its juz weird seeing someone dat i havent met 4 a long time..i think i only can go back 2 2003 if i ever want 2 talk 2 them..
i dunno whether shud i go 4 da trip or not..it will a total awkward if we all come together as a group..so how?

down down down

2008-06-28T01:57:00.000-07:00

today is a down day. aihz, danson will be at summit usj tonight, one republic n vanness will be performing at the mtv asia awards which will be held at genting on august 2, stanley huang will be performing at 8tv concert somewhere on august too..n none of these i will be going..y y y?? aihz it's torturing me..

Happy Birthday/Intervensi II

2008-06-25T04:50:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

RAIN

...

1st day of the 2nd intervensi, bm paper 2 n sej paper 2..DIE DIE DIE..n 5A today damn cun la..out of 37 students in the class only 16 of us turned up 4 da intervensi..n the whole form 5 were talking bout it..*bangga bangga*

actually i tot of not going 2 sch 2day cos yesterday nite my stomach ache was really killing me..but i still went cos my stomach not so pain ledy this morning... after recess our sej teacher was waiting 4 da rest of the class 2 come up while "the whole class" were oredi in the class..haha..den pn chee came in n told us dat those who r absent 4 intervensi have 2 stay back after sch 2 take da test..phew luckily i came today..

INTERVENSI II = DIE

tioman

2008-06-13T07:22:00.000-07:00

finally gt some time n energy 2 post my tioman trip..trust me it's very tiring after coming back frm tioman..

7 June

Kluang Bus Station

we arrived at kluang around 1.30 am..n we immediately went 2 da hotel 2 rest cos we have 2 wake up at 6am to go 2 kluang rail station 2 makan..

Kluang Rail Station

it was 6.45am. we arrived there n found out dat da coffee shop open at 7am..great all bcos of my dad ask us 2 wake up so early..ppl oso havent come n get ready 2 open da shop we already come n kacau ledy..in dat 15mins of waiting we explored da rail station..oh ya my grandpa used 2 work in da coffee shop..lol

the famous kluang rail coffee shop

how often u can c this kind of train station?

and how often u can c these wooden tracks?

da office..so old school..

da coffee shop finally opened..we ordered kopi n 9 plates of roti bakar..(dun be shocked)

i wonder what does toastmaters do? make better toast?

the famous roti bakar..look at da kaya by da side..!

da food dat we sapu-ed

after an awesome breakfast we had, we went back 2 da hotel n checked out, n headed 2 mersing!!

before heading 2 mersing..

Zenxin Organic Park

we stopped by at this organic park..grrr..remind me of my standard six's school trip..dat i nvr wanna 2 remember again..

that's the only dragon fruit we saw dat is not covered with a plastic bag

my mum called it "brain" cactus

i took it cos it's planted in da snail's shell

cactus planted in colourful sand

cute n colourful small cactus

dis plant looked obscene

final picture before leaving..

we reached mersing around 12.30 noon n bought da ferry tickets.we then ate chicken rice n noodles in one of the coffee shops there. after dat we went 2 bought maggi mee 2 eat in tioman, n i bought my favourite tiger susu biscuit..muahaha..we then board onto da ferry on 2.30 n we r off to salang..!

dis three persons..erm my dad, 2nd sis n my mum met mr.chao in da ferry..

we watched alvin and the chipmunks on the ferry..owh i love theodore!! but my neck almost gt senget-ed cos da tv was on the other side..

there was a small australian girl, around 3-4 years old sat right in front of da tv, da seat next of our lane, n she's so damn cute..n i almost burst into laughter when i heard this..

Girl: (holding a book) Bok! Bok!

Father: It's a book, not "bok"

Girl: Bok!

Kampung Salang

it took us almost 2 hours 2 reach salang, n it was almost 5 when we reached there. we checked in, but having some trouble of finding our chalet..n we walked da whole place baru found out actually our chalet was at the end of the place..what an exercise..

*(salang actually located at the north side of pulau tioman)

salang..if u ask me what's nice there..well da ramly burger i guess..there u can find lotsa ramly burger stalls..what's sucks? Cats.. CATS CATS CATS CATS CATS EVERYWHERE..!!IT'S DRIVING ME CRAZY..n we saw lotsa chickens over there..lol

sunset at the jetty

this may looked nice at the outside..but is a wreck at the inside..indah khabar drpd rupanya

we then had our dinner at salang dreams restaurant..n we cant eat in peace there..cos da stupid cats keep disturbing us!! argh..!

the food..mmm

8 June

we woke up at 7.30am (actually it's 6 cos da roosters started 2 crow already)..ate breakfast n went snorkeling..but it was drizzling dat morning..so da visibility under da sea was not so good..but we still managed 2 c lotsa fishes..

after bathing n packed up, we checked out n headed 2 jetty 4 tekek (where berjaya tioman resort is located). while checking out, my sis n i went 2 buy ramly burger 2 eat b4 boarding on to da ferry

leaving memories at the jetty..

although da trip frm salang to tekek is juz half an hour..bt it was torturing 4 most of the passengers cos da sea was really choppy n it's making ppl sea sick n wanted 2 puke..(except 4 me n my sis..lol) da workers started 2 distribute plastic bags 4 passengers 2 puke..my dad's face even turned pale. that's not it..da worst part comes when we reached tekek. da captain encountered difficulties when he tried 2 stopped da ferry by da jetty..da sea was too choppy n the waves were pushing da ferry away from da jetty. dats when i felt i wanted 2 puke too..some even throwed up..pity them..da moment i landed on the jetty..i was like "thank God"..n felt so relieved..

we got out from da jetty, n greeted by a berjaya worker..(the male version of pn paridah..no kidding!!) he called da bus 2 come 2 take us 2 da resort..after 10 mins da bus came n we headed 2 berjaya tioman resort!!

Berjaya Tioman Resort

the lobby

we checked in, put our luggage in the room, rested 4 a while, n start to explore da whole place. we went 2 da beach 1st..

posing wif my sleepy eyes

my youngest sis was so excited when she saw da beach

the park 4 challengers

the spa entrance
on the way back 2 our room 2 get changed, we discovered dis pair of funny n embarassing couple..my parents

when we all get changed, we went 2 da beach again n this time, swimming pool too..

the leg diangkat secara sengaja

me n my sis in action!!(btw da slide is 4 15 n below)

guess who?

after exploring da whole place, we rested n went 2 a restaurant outside da resort 2 have dinner..(din take pic cos was too hungry)..n i managed 2 catch "One Million Star" dat night..

9 June

while students in malaysia were getting ready 2 school, i was still in my cosy bed having my sweet dreams..(haha!)

we had a morning walk at da beach, n surprisingly saw an eagle flying low in the sky..

the eagle

the bridge

funny couple in action again!!

this time in small bridge

outside da challenger park

on the way 2 da jetty, we saw a house up on the hill, which it was said dat Mr.V.Tan built it 4 Dr.M..

"the" house

we went 2 da jetty 2 feed da fishes

the "butts"

titanic meh? pls la..

we met one of da workers there n asked him about "the" house. he said it's rm 10,000 per night..(my heart skipped a beat) n it's 4 VIPs macam sultans..

when da worker left, we discovered there's a staircase n a cable car track located side by side..

legend of tioman

my sis go n press da button next 2 da gate of the cable car n the cable car came down..

but we couldnt open da gate cos it requires a special key 2 open it..so after confirming dat nobody is watching..we took da stairs up 2 "the" house

da stairs was super steep, n my leg hampir patah n i hardly can catch my breath when i reach "the" house..

the sea from da top
"the" house

this is nice

we walk around da house n found out one of the doors was not locked..(evil grins)..we invaded in n ..yer..so malay wan..ewww

da living room

it's a four-storey house, and gt 5 bedrooms in it. every bedroom gt a tv n toilet. dey even have a mahjong n karaoke room..

one of the rooms

leaving marks in the house

da minute we came down frm da house..we were super exhausted n rested 4 a while at the snorkeling center..

look what i found on da floor

luckily we saw da cabby pass by n it took us back 2 our rooms..n we saw a monitor lizard at the grass there..btw there r lotsa monitor lizard there in the resort..all sort of sizes..haha ee yin will freak out if she goes there

we gt changed n went 2 da swimming pool 2 relax..n we grabbed a bite by da poolside, nt exactly a bite, we ate pizza n me n my younger sis had ice-cream..then i slept by da poolside..my gawd dat was relaxing..

i then slept in the room when da rest of them went 2 da beach n swimming pool again..we then went 2 have dinner..

the sunset

we arrived at da restaurant at 6.30pm..n da restaurant only opens at 7..again we kacau ppl ledy..but da waitress let us wait inside da retaurant at 6.45

each of us took a pic of starved to death..n this is my version of starved to death..

let's feast!!

we were full until we've 2 lie down on da sofa at the lobby

10 June

da day dat i feared has come..aihz it's leaving time..we woke at 7.30am n walk da beach 4 da very last time..

i dunno what's da purpose of this pic..

we ate breakfast at da malay store outside da resort, went back 2 da room, packed up, bid goodbye 2 da room, checked out n headed 2 tekek jetty.

da resort entrance

our room..(the rooms upstairs only)

tekek jetty(sighing all the way)

we boarded on da ferry at 10am. we gt da chance 2 sit on top of da ferry cos da sea was calm dat day..

we arrived mersing around 12 sumthing 1, den we drove 2 endau, a small quiet town, 25 mins frm mersing n had lunch there. then we drove 2 kluang, n reach there around 4 sumthing. we then went 2 kluang rail coffee shop again 4 hi-tea..(haha) n dis time..13 plates of roti bakar!! we then hang out at kluang parade as it was too early 4 us 2 go 2 da bus station. we arrived at kluang bus station around 6.15. my dad went 2 ask bout da bus while we were waiting. suddenly he came n tell us dat da bus will nt be coming cos it has been sent back 2 puspakom 4 checking..i tot it's destiny 4 us nt 2 going back 2 kl dat day..but da fella tell us 2 buy ticket from another bus company as they oso have a bus going 2 kl..(sigh)..we bought it n left kluang..it took around 3 and the half hours 2 reach back home..everything was back 2 normal again da next day.

leaving..

2008-06-05T01:59:00.000-07:00

BORING..

...

read a few blogs.. eyes rolled for a few times.. saying "yea right" for a few times..aihz humans..say what u really mean..dont fake it please..

juz now struggled with add maths.. finally surrendered n end up resting..in front of the computer..aihz WHAT A BORING HOLIDAY~

but never mind..my holidays r just about 2 start tmr..i'm going 2 pulau tioman tmr night..yay!! i recalled what pn anne said last year..never go 4 holiday during school days..WHO CARES..BON VOYAGE~

just random.

2008-06-01T04:04:00.000-07:00

it's june 1st..

5 more months to go..

(stress)

...

yesterday went 2 klcc...supposingly 2 c fahrenheit but at last i ffk tong n went home cos my leg is killing me..before dat we managed 2 go 2 bookfest..n i bought 15 ge mei lia comics （哥妹俩）.. it cost me rm37.50..u may call me kiddy..but i just love 2 read da comic..haha..actually i was given a choice of buying ge mei lia n pington (平旦）, buy 3 (rm12 per book) free 1..the author was there 2 sign da books..n he was so cool n serious when he was signing..cant imagine he is da one who created pington..kanasai wan..

birthday n wedding anniversary's dinner

2008-05-25T07:05:00.000-07:00

MUMMY

HAPPY 50TH BIRTHDAY!!

AND

MUMMY & DADDY

HAPPY 25TH WEDDING ANNIVERSARY!!

look at my dad..so yum..

since 2day we have 2 big celebrations, our family went out 4 dinner (again), n jun li was there (AGAIN!!)

jun li in his own world..

frightened by the "paparazzi" (dats me..)

dowan 2 choi me..in his own world again..

during the dinner,my mum thanked my grandma 4 giving birth 2 her 50 years ago..den she wanted to thank my grandpa 4 50 years n 9 months ago 4 he had donated ***** (woi!! dun talk dirty here!!) me n my cousin was laughing so loud which we shouldn't n should act innocent cos we r under 18..but we've learned science form 3 chapter 3.. muahahaha!!den my cowfu started to talk crap, i recalled some of these.. "at one night of 50 years n 9 months ago..ur grannies were bored n nth 2 do, den.." (woi!! stop talking crap here..!!haha) really beh tahan my cowfu..

a pic of me n jun li yawning

my mum n grandma

jun li juz finished drinking his water..

my mum n my my grandpa..(i tot my grandpa wont understand the dirty stuff we talked, but he laughed when he heard it..hmm..now i noe y my cowfu is so dirty-minded)

high-fibre cheese cake from secret recipe

my parents

she's happy n embarassed cos we sang happy b'day song(both eng n canto version)

my parents n my grannies

me n my grannies
( the lightings were dark..)

congrats!!

2008-05-23T03:56:00.000-07:00

Congratulations

Stanley Huang

黄立行

his latest album, "无神论" (The Atheist) is one of the 2007 best 10 album, n his song 无神论 is one of the 2007 best 10 singles..*applause*

i thought dis album of his really deserve dis acknowlegdement, as dis album really rocks my world!! Although a lot of people may not understand his music, but i'm pretty sure dat people who understands it will agree with me.. ROCK ON STANLEY!!

half merdeka

2008-05-16T07:31:00.000-07:00

juz finish watching America's Next Top Model Cycle 10 season finale, n da winner is erm..a plus-size girl, but is way better den da funny accent girl winning..hate her!!

2day finally sat 4 accounts paper 2, although it sucks but i've gone through it, n i finally can breathe some fresh air..nw i juz have 2 worry bout econs paper which i dun need 2 worry dat much cos dat innocent mr.low had given us like almost all da questions in da exam..haha..

dats all 4 now..gotta blah cos i'm so damn tired..oh ya i cut my hair again..!!

Mother's Day/Mid-term

2008-05-11T04:30:00.000-07:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!

HAVE U SAY "I LOVE YOU" TO YOUR MOM?

...

actually mid-term started last week..but i feel da real thing starts tmr..1st day..ADD MATHS...stress is da word 4 it

Happy Birthday~

2008-05-01T06:32:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

POPO..

(She's 73 years young..n still healthy)

the woman who had spent most of my childhood with me..a toast to her!!

actually my grandma's b'day was on tuesday according 2 the chinese calendar..but we celebrated 2day cos it is labour day..n i saw jun li again..as if we were there 4 jun li not my grandma..XD

as cute as ever..

aww..so cute..chubby face..

a pic with him..(finally)

Rolling Love / Class Money Went Missing!!

2008-04-30T04:50:00.000-07:00

juz finished watching they kiss again (恶作剧2吻)..da final episode is very very touching..overall da show is very nice..n funny too..

after they kiss again, next show i want 2 watch is rolling love (翻滚吧！蛋炒饭）..starring jiro, danson tang..(yeah~)..genie zhuo n xiao xun from 黑涩会美眉..watched da preview ledy..n i'm looking forward 2 it!!

official poster

danson 唐禹哲!!(fainting fainting..)

2day some unpleasant things happened in our class..our class money are all gone!! err..estimated rugi rm500..class page money + class fund..luckily i din pay my class page money yet..if not my heart will be broken by now..rm35 leh!! damn dat stupid thief n oso da treasurer, y she put da money in her bag?! mmg bodoh la..now she'll have 2 pay back all da money..i dun care i'm not going 2 pay extra money..dun be crazy..n da thief out there..dun think u r free, i bet someday u'll kena strike by lightning, kena langgar by lorry..n if i noe who u r..hehehe..i will pull u to a corner..dark corner..n me n eve will punch u until ur mother oso dun recognize u..u better watch out..! i mean those words..

Royal Toilet/Chan's peminat..

2008-04-24T04:49:00.000-07:00

as the tuanku najihah cup is coming.. (this sat actually).. our sch had a huge makeover..da road was resurface, 4B girls painted their class as it will be da "royal" waiting room 4 da dunno whether the sultanah of negeri sembilan or the Queen.. n da toilet below our class is out of bound because it is the "royal toilet/tandas diraja"..4 da royalty to pee or poop or whatever she want 2 do inside there..da hall oso out of bound cos telah dibersihkan..even da DBKL cut da branches dat is coming out of the fence of da forest..so damn noisy..dunno what is da real purpose of da tournament..da cup or royalty? imagine if The Queen of Elizabeth coming..i think da sch will b demolished n rebuild da whole sch..u noe la our sch kaki ampu wan..things dat u'll nvr thought dey will do..

beside da royal toilet, some big thing is happening among us..chan has a peminat!! ahh..she is a form 1 girl, class 1P..name is yee wei..ee wei..wei wei..hui hui..? dunno la 4got her name ledy..btw i finally saw her..so damn cute..n so damn shy..(swt) sze wan's sis told us actually she always intai chan at da locker near our sch..macam pervert..so horrible..n sumtimes u'll c some orang running in front of our class..PHEW~..1 second later..PHEW~ again..dats her..haha!! den during science period, we came out of da class cos she's outside at her locker..when she saw chan, she like want to stuff her head into the locker..she keep acting busy n not 2 look at chan..haha..den she left da locker..erm..n left her books on the stairs there..n she oso took out some books dat r not meant 2 take..form 2 books..n her friend was like.." y she take out form 2 books oso ar?" we were like..muahahaha~!! so damn cute..i think she wants to empty her locker n stuff herself inside..LOL..oh ya want 2 noe y she minat chan? dun laugh..cos she very ying..~(har? muahahaha~!)

Jun Li On Magazines' Cover!!

2008-04-20T02:06:00.000-07:00

my cowfu sent these covers to my mum..n i fell in love wif it!!

this is my favourite magazine cover..lol SEXY..

( the magazines above are not available at stores near you..dun be crazy n looking 4 it..)

latest pics

2008-04-05T08:16:00.000-07:00

awww..doesn't he looks like Puss N' Boots in Shrek?my cowfu sent 2 my sis 2day..n he said jun li will replace Puss N' Boots in Shrek 4 n his name will be Hog N' Boots..lol!! argh..beh tahan of his cuteness..!! (pulling hair..)

Career's Talk/My Mum is Speaking Mandarin!!

2008-04-04T06:25:00.000-07:00

2day..aihz..went 2 sch as usual..

tummy ache n i have 2 finish my business in the sch toilet TWICE ..urghh

supposingly having P.E 2day..n as usual..no fate with P.E..cos our P.E teacher din come..(sigh) den da whole class is using these 2 periods 2 finish all the delayed homework..as book-checking is juz around the corner..after dat we went 4 the career's talk at form 4 block, 1st talk is interior design followed by architect n lastly mass com-public relations

interior design talk..BORING!! it finished in 15mins time..i dunno..its da penceramah's problem..den architect talk..sometimes ar i really have 2 praise our school's stupidity la..students who r required 2 be at form 4 block 4 da talk r arts stream students..ALL arts stream students..n they r so clever..let us listen about architecture..which is like nobody in the room will have the thought of becoming an architect..den da penceramah was talking about what is architecture all about..n most important is architect must be good in mathematics n PHYSICS..(..) like a man playing piano to a cow..useless..

here comes the most interesting part is da P.R talk..da penceramah was super funny..all of us enjoyed it so much!! ms su said she is malay-chinese-indian-javanese mix..we all was like "WHOA~".. n she said bout what it takes 2 be a good P.R..n elaborates a lot of it..she oso gave examples of sucessful campaigns n flopped campaigns..etc, n da talk last 4 almost an hour!!

pn paridah gave back our add maths intervensi paper, n she's smart..she asked us whether we have got da questions b4 da test, cos it is too fake dat our class had improved so much on add maths, n it's too obvious cos she said there's someone who gt 10+ for 1st test but in intervensi, 90+..my goodness..bodoh pun tahu they cheated la..

as i was so tired n hungry, i ate n went 4 a nap..after da nap..da world seems to changed a lot..my mum is speaking mandarin!! ahh~she suddenly spoke mandarin 2 all of us..wif da funny accent..as ms su said..this is BIZARRE..she said she wants 2 learn mandarin cos she dowan 2 be a banana..(..) now she realise after a half century of her life..

April Fool's Day

2008-04-01T08:42:00.000-07:00

2day seems dat nobody in school r in da mood 4 april fool..everyone seems had 4got about dis day..well 2day is da bloodiest day of the year so far..

it all starts wif da spbt meeting, supposingly starting on 1.30pm..bcos have 2 wait 4 pn.tan dat busy freak, late 4 10mins..dat's still ok..den she asked us 2 settle all da records 4 da new books..n dunno y when she was in a very bad mood, n sze kei unfortunately became her victim..poor thing, kena marah from 3 teachers 2day, 1st pn.sarjit, den pn raj, last one is dat damn pn tan..i dunno what's wrong wif her la..she is juz out of her mind!! as it was my turn to record da books, i asked her,

" Teacher, gt how many books?"

" Yours not many, juz 1 book."

den i wrote 1 lor, after writing all the things dat needed, i sum up da books. den out of da sudden she said 39..i was like,"39?" den i was so damn confused, i wrote da total 39..n it's suppose 2 be more den 39 books..den i refer another girl's book, she gt frusfrated, took my book n said,"

" Y u write jumlah naskhah 1 book? and total 39?"

"juz now teacher u said 39, n b4 dat u said jumlah naskhah is 1, so i wrote 1."

" NO! i din say 1..y u all din listen??"

"..."

i turned 2 eve n said," she said 1 la". n eve nodded in agreement..in da middle of this recording thingy, she halau 2 girls who was late..another 2 poor thing..n when alia n azwina came in, she doesn't even want 2 look at them..really like want 2 slap her la..

den her mood finally gt a little better..but i gt so frus da whole time..in addition it was also raining..i was so damn freaked out, n thinking how am i going 2 kota raya in this kind of weather?? but oso thanked 2 her, i din make it 4 kota raya, cos she "released" us at 3.05pm..! n i'm suppose 2 reach home by 3.45pm..urghhh..den ah when everyone is ready 2 get out of there, she said,

"i want 2 start da meetings on time, n u all must b punctual."

err...hello? who's late at first ar?? how dare dat stupid freak tell us 2 be punctual when everyone was waiting 4 her 2day?! damn it man..sudah la u cheap...never knew u r dat..urgh..i dowan 2 use stronger words, as pn ann said 2 day..oh i mean pn ann A.M.N (Ahli Mangkuk Negara)

2008-03-25T04:52:00.000-07:00

2day FINALLY finish da stupid intervensi exam..everyone was so fake 4 dis exam..getting question papers from other schools, n "study" it den "redo" it during da exam..if the teachers r smart n brainy, they will definetely noe dat da students had sort of cheated in da exam..if the teachers r stupid n naive, they will be so delighted n surprise y da form 5 students had improved so much..n take all the credits 2 themselves..dumbo!!

2day our sch oso have PTI, but my mum din come bcos of busy..but da coolest parent 2day is yoke yee's dad!! he so ying la, holding an ice cream cone masuk da hall..me n chan was so surprised dat he juz came in "like dat"..n den after sch i went to pass something to aunty swee ling..da minute i came out frm her working place..it rained heavily..i mean REALLY heavy..although have da umbrella wif me..i'm still very wet..

juz now went through s'pore n ngee ann poly's website, n look into tourism n resort management..da courses dat they offered were incredibly attractive..both polys have their diff courses n i dunno which wan 2 choose..whatever it is..i gotta get out of my house n malaysia..

new site for blog

2008-03-09T19:36:00.000-07:00

from today onwards, my blog can oso be viewed at this following link :-

http://www.alivenotdead.com/jhrain91

da entries r all da same, juz dat in alivenotdead there r oso pics inside..

Backstreet's Back!!

2008-03-06T07:08:00.000-08:00

i know posting this is kinda late..but i only manage to touch my comp yest..

last wed i went to bsb's concert at sunway surf beach..i went there around 5 sumthing..it was raining cats n dogs dat time..n i stood under the rain twice..

i was nt so excited bout da concert..as i was so damn tired dat day after da sukantara n koko thingy..but what to do? they seldom come...i cant wait 4 them 2 come when they turn 60? after almost 3 hours of long wait..i soon found out da waiting was worthy..

they're out..singing Larger Than Life

brian a.k.a BROK

nick carter

still so hot after so many years..

howie solo..he put on weight n it's obvious

my favourite part..playing cards on stage..singing Show Me The Meaning of Being Lonely..

howie n brian

nick n A.J.

singing on benches!!

A.J solo..he was so high dat night..n he oso put on a lot of weight..

bsb's dancing..

nick solo..he was playful dat night..

brian solo-Welcome Home

Everybody

Encore-Shape of My Heart

everyone at the concert was very high..all of us can sing their songs..its like having a concert together..there were times dat they let us fans continue their part..n it obvious dat they were really happy dat night..they sang lotsa old songs like I Want It That Way, The One, The Call, Larger Than Life, Everybody etc ( y din they sing 10000 promises?)..n also some recent new songs like Incomplete and Inconsolable..most of their old songs r songs dat i listened to when i was young, since standard 1 i guess.. n dat night really brought back a lot of memories when i was young..n now my radio keep playing their songs..n i'm nt tired of it..

after the concert i saw ashraf sinclair n 2002 miss astro rachel tan..lol da 1st time i saw them in person n nt on tv screen..never thought of it..

going to bsb's concert..

2008-02-24T05:59:00.000-08:00

i'm going to backstreet boys' concert on wed..

juz went to stadium putra n bought it..it seems dat not many ppl going..only 4000 tickets sold out..but its better dat less ppl go right??

aihz school day tmr..n a looooong assembly wif dat nagging pn nancy..boring..oh yea..i cut my hair today..now i look like my sis..lol

ee yin's pics on jamuan

2008-02-23T05:58:00.000-08:00

this pic of yoke yee is really nice..thanks to eeyin

i dunno who is this 2 fella..too dark..

ahh~sze wan n ee yin r kissing!!

me n pei yee

once upon a time, pei yee met yoke yee and immediately fell in love with her..

both of them noe their feelings towards each other n started dating..what a loving couple..

den when they kissed, they noe they r meant for each other..n they lived happily ever after

but ee yin love yoke yee so much n cant accept pei yee..n she kiss yoke secara paksa

on the other hand, pei yee having an affair with amanda..dis pic was on titanic..

when yoke yee refused ee yin..ee yin broke down n cry..

den end up ee yin making out wif eve..

and oso caught making out wif pei yee..

(what a confused relationship..)

-the end-

jamuan

2008-02-22T04:10:00.000-08:00

friday was the jamuan , stupid things happened in 5A..especially eve n yoke yee ar..give all da faces ar..really beh tahan

eve imitating someone's 'style'..

eve n me..look at eve's face..

ee yin..so cheeky..

me n yuee tong

what kind of face is dis??

ee yin, sze wan n me

naili n me

chan walking..damn yeng (behind running is jinq-yi)

5A!!

5A's moral girls

5A!!

secret's recipe's chocolate indulgence...(mmm...)

the food..only da kfc was not in it..

a series of eve's expression..

happy

err..fu hin face??

super happy!!

err..what's this??

ee yin n pei yee

eve n yoke yee

yuee tong drinking..

pei yee n me..

yoke yee's solo..

eve sticking so near to me..

yoke yee n eve..one happy couple..

yoke yee..my man..

while waiting for kfc to come..

we played the limbo dance..this shows how boring were we..

illani n me..

den we played 'true or dare'..den we played the 'dare' only..

vivian n her sony-t

pei yee was trying to get yoke yee to do something..

arghh..eve kissed me!!

den dey started to put ice into 'the unlucky ones'..

yap happily opened win li's vest..

den here comes da bin tai part..

yoke yee showing the orange..

yoke yee passing the orange to me...

pei yee dun dare to look at win li..haha

pei yee and sze wan so gik dong!!

with ee yin lagi gik dong!!

" my hair growed back within a week!! thanks to yun nam haircare!!"

kl tower from our class..

what makes ee yin looked so thoughtful??

angry face of eve..

trying to pose like gillian chung..LOL

vivian n yap..

yuee tong sleep from table to floor..

a nice weather to post..

2008-02-16T20:38:00.000-08:00

today so damn boring, although tmr gt acc papers..but yest study some ledy..so today relax la..y i'm boring leh is oso because my sis punye two "sons" r in my house 4 tuition..kenot do much things otherwise they will lose focus..both of them really kena from my sis man..padan muka..so naughty..even i oso want 2 spank their heads..haha

have i introduce my neighbour's dog??

his name is chester..a very friendly dog..although he moved in less than a year..he knows my family really well..he has a "bad" habit, each time he sees then gate open he will run out of the house..da 1st few times we're so freaked out,thought he will nvr come back again..but our neighbour told us he juz want to have a "walk", and he'll come back by himself. there's this 1 time, when we came back from sumwhere..we saw chester outside his house..must have juz came back frm his "walk"..da weather was so damn hot,da minute he saw our house gate open he quickly run in to our front porch and lied down next to da car..haha so damn funny..den when our neighbour asked for him..he went back to his "den" and rest..what a cute dog..

oh ya..yest a funny thing happened at my house..my mum wore pandu puteri uniform and went to her company's annual dinner..haha da dinner's theme is "uniform"..so she asked me to pinjam vivian's and pei yee's uniform to her..and this is da "hasil"..

look at her face..so beh song..LOL..she wore vivian's uniform and pei yee's scarf..haha so funny la when she wears it..

chinese new year

2008-02-07T04:44:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

1st day of cny..a lot of angpows coming in...my dad gave me the new rm50 note..1st 1st i tot was S$50..cos da colour looked almost the same..make me happy 4 2 seconds..

as usual went to my grannies' hse..n is the weather is super duper hot!! walao really kenot tahan..we ate zai..and ate lotsa tidbits..n of cos lotsa angpows coming in to my hand!! muahahaha...gimme more!

after makan leh..i continued kacau mak dao chai..eeyer...he's really cute la..

owh...he is sleeping so soundly..

he's holding an angpow when he's sleeping

after the makan...

my sis fell asleep on da sofa...

then, it seems that the virus had spread..

a bunch of sleeping people...

only my sis's piggy was awake...(lol!!)

when everyone's awake..

my sis and me...

my dad n my sis

my cowfu

den i went out wif my parents 2 search 4 photostat n fax machine AND YG mag...urghhh...STILL KENOT GET IT..PLAY ME AR?! *sigh*

den..with my sank heart..we went back 2 my grannies' hse 4 dinner...

my grandma promoting da roasted pork

yummy~

2nd day...

after makan..

my uncle,my sis n my cousin gambling..

they 1st played black jack..my sis kena cheated all her money frm my uncle..den my elder sis played chor dai di wif them..my uncle end up left rm0.05 with him..my sis was the big winner..

den we went 4 dinner..i took a pic of mak dao chai..my aunty said every pic i take must kena copyright fee..lol

owh..so cute..

dis year cny is kinda boring..juz dat dis year almost everyday gt tvxq on tv..frm 1st day until 3rd day...so leng chai..

birthday/reunion dinner

2008-02-06T04:43:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

YUNHO U-KNOW

today is yunho's 22nd birthday!!

today i finally went to sing k, in redbox sunway. we sang for 3 and da half hours..phew..what a release!! after dat me n my family went 2 bkt bintang 4 reunion dinner,happened so many funny things inside. 1st dat stupid waitress brought us to a wrong room, made us almost finished da peanuts baru tell us our room is actually next door..walao..den we ate dis pun choi, supposingly shud be full 4 everyone, mana tahu nt full at all, have 2 order another plate of noodles. den we all speaking english trying 2 figure out how 2 wish my grandparents happy 50th wedding anniversary in canto. my mum asked us 2 sing da canto version of happy birthday, but is juz nt right la..after a long discussion we finally wished them "gong hei gong hei!! 50 kit fun jao nin fai lok!!" den my grandpa say 50th anniversary is golden celebration, den everyone was like "oo", starting to talk something else,what "oh ya la, 50th is golden, 75th is diamond" stuff like dat..my mum lagi fai, she say"yeala when my school celebrated 50th year oso golden celebration.." den my sis was like "woi!! y r we talking something else ah?" everyone was like " yeala!! y ar y ar?" den re-wish my grandparents again..lol

i havent got my YG mag ar..aihz dunno wait until when..

tmr is cny ledy..money money come come!!

tiring day...

2008-02-05T04:36:00.000-08:00

today i'm suppose to go to sing k...but last minute kena fong fei kei...i've been looking forward until my my neck have grown longer..*sigh*

anyway, since i din go 2 sing k..i went to my grannies' house and lepak..and wait 4 mak dao chai 2 come..owhh..he has grown bigger n cuter..really want 2 cubit his face..and my mum say he will be the next Rain..yea rite..(as if)

den me, my cousin, my 2 uncles and auntie went 2 mid valley..cos my uncle n aunty juz came back frm s'pore 2day..so we took them there..i followed them cos want 2 buy da latest YG magazine, cos they got free TVXQ playing cards..! and guess what..i saw it but din get 2 buy it cos it's rm7.90!! din bring enuf money...aihz...downnyer..nid 2 wait till tmr again..*neck grown 5mm lagi*

we went to the gardens, and saw big apple open ledy..den went in to coach, nokia and sony ericsson shop,isetan and robinson..( warning: the gardens really is not for normal people to lepak..) in isetan i saw a bunch of high school musical 2 merchandise..fuyoh..dat will be paradise 4 hsm's fans..and is super super expensive..1 t-shirt cost around rm70+..no kidding man..siao geh those ppl who buy it..

den we went back to mid valley, and my uncle and aunty went to carrefour to get their 2008's groceries..(it happened to be cheaper compared to s'pore)..and i lepak at speedy..there's a lot of ads of DA Mouth..fuyoh..wanted to rob speedy man..

den we all went back to my grannies' house.. we lou sang and ate dinner there..and i continued to admire my mak dao chai..yoh..where gt baby so damn cute wan?? my cowfu is so damn scare i'll molest his son ..please la..dun so perasan..wait until he is 21 la..den maybe i will consider dat..haha!!

fullmoon / 1st anniversary

2008-01-27T05:35:00.000-08:00

today is the fullmoon of my cousin jun li a.k.a mak dao chai !! happy fullmoon!!

fuyoh~so young noe how 2 pose like a model..thx to his dad

jun li:"get away!! you stupid face!!"
*means my cowfu his dad..lol!!*

today is also the 1st anniversary of rain's concert in kl..so fast 1 year ledy..these are da pics of his concert last year

Photo courtesy of babybosspictures

today me n my family went to sunway pyramid the new wing..they actually has refurbished da old wing as well so that it doesnt look so much different compared to the new wing..we went to kim gary and makan, and i was hoping dat bosco will suddenly turn up at kim gary..*think too much*.. and today kevin cheng and myolie wu had their meet the fans session at sunway convention..dunno whether true or not cos myolie shud be at china today and there's no way she can make it here..

after lunch me n my younger sis went to watch The Game Plan, and my parents and my sis watched Sweeney Todd.

The Game Plan is very funny and it hardly to see The Rock acting in a comedy..and my mum said Sweeny Todd is super gross and disgusting, but it is a good movie and johnny depp sang in the movie!!

after the movie me and my sis walked around, we are supposed heading to anime-tech but we stopped by at tower records. i tell u i really regret going in there..

i saw these two TVXQ cds and really make me wanna steal it!! i'll been looking forward 2 singapore and buy it but it emerged before me before i go to s'pore..urghhh...really wan 2 buy it la..but each of them cost rm40+..no money now..aihz..but this year's resolutions is i'm so going to buy them..u wait 4 me..i'm gonna getcha..

pictures~

2008-01-25T08:46:00.001-08:00

danson's showcase in genting

the banner on stage

arena of stars

yoke yee and me

malaysia fans club's banner

he's out!! he's out!!

(unclear) dat balloon was given by one of the fans

(unclear) he was so handsome when he was singing

this is from the screen

autographed album..it has my name on it!! he wrote it!

p/s: i uploaded a few photos as the others are not clear, because those stupid guards keep chasing me away from getting near to the stage. btw, he sang 4 songs and he shook my hand~

da mouth's showcase in zouk club

da mouth's logo

dj chun wha

mc40

da mouth!!

harry and me~ we are standing together!!
*i'm not crying..

harry and me~

harry and me are singing together!!
*he is so charming, almost fainted at him*

dj trying to perform his dj dance
*lol he was so funny dat day, nobody noes what is he doing*

da mouth with da champ
*dis boy was so high dat day, act as if da mouth's no.1 fans, noes all their songs, mana tahu he din buy their album..T_T''' and his grandma was there too*

harry!!

harry!!

aisa~
*she was pretty dat day*

aisa~

Blogger's note: my dad bought a usb card 2day, so i manage to upload all the pics today..

The Amazing Race Asia

2008-01-24T06:35:00.000-08:00

now i'm so obsessed with The Amazing Race Asia season 2 (Tara 2). This season is much better than last season, as it has leng chais in it!!

firstly, they have the host, allan wu!!

he wore a tight singlet on today's episode, and my eyes almost dropped out..so..so..uhh..i cant express it in words la..

n den my favourite team, marc and rovilson!!

i guess they are the only team who consistently being the first team arrives at the pit stop, except for da 1st episode and today's episode...but never mind..i'll support u guys throughout the race!! * love'ya!!*

Confirmation Day

2008-01-20T07:12:00.000-08:00

today is my confirmation day...wee~

today st.john's was packed with people man..and today's mass was celebrated by the archbishop..first time seeing him face-to-face..and we girls were dressing all white..from head to toe, and guys dress black n white..

when we were anointed with the oil, the girl sat beside me called veronica were sobbing, i guess the holy spirit touched her. and then ar each time we stand up she will ask me to check her dress whether izit dirty..my dear dun be so worried la..i checked 4 her for like a dozen times...

at the end of the mass we all went to the altar n took pictures..i tell u..we all like models la..ppl keep taking pics, we kept smiling *lol*, my face went keras~ oh yea ..i saw rajashree today..lol she pretty today!! and the church gave us some tokens, a book mark with our name and meaning on it, and a small angle statue. aunty anne gave me a rosary made of mother of the pearls..soo pretty!! (and kinda heavy too.)

den came the favourite part of the day, we went to eat shabu-shabu..my favourite place of makaning..my family and i ate and ate and ate..for around two hours..*yummy~* we were so full..we end up have to lepak at the opposite giant..to let the food get digested..*burp*

den we saw the latest proton saga...YERRRR....so small...nt nice at all..and i found kerusi in a very small bookstore..*finally* and i bought a b'day card 4 q-en to be sent to her to pahang...haha when she sees it she sure will burst into tears...hahaaha

this is my little cousin boy, called jun li..and i called him "mak dao zhai" (little mcdull)..look at him la..so young noe how 2 kill the girls wif his eyes..followed my cowfu..fatt hao..

this is him sleeping with the toy pig..owhhhh...so cute...

rest in peace

2008-01-14T05:54:00.000-08:00

REST IN PEACE

ANNE CHONG

1973-2008

my godmother's daughter had passed away peacefully last night...
may God bless her soul so that she can rest in peace

i'm back!! i'm back!!

2008-01-13T06:25:00.000-08:00

Thank God i'm back from the camp..
i really cannot take it la..and i'm really grateful i'm sitting here writing
the camp is nth special..STILL talking bout the same old topic..
even i can organize one and be the speaker for the day..LOLX

i took this pic when i was on my way to genting..it can be seen at medan tuanku monorail station..
its not really clear..thanks to my phone..but it can c what is it right? IT'S RAIN~MY HUSBAND..with his CLEAR shampoo..
really want to recommend this shampoo la..it can solve dandruff problem..smoothen ur hair..n most important it's RAIN as the ambassador..too bad this shampoo is for men..if not...hehe..

going to camp

2008-01-11T00:56:00.000-08:00

i'm going to camp at genting...
will be back by sunday~

first day of school

2008-01-03T03:17:00.000-08:00

today is the first day of school, well obviously i'm not excited at all.

today's assembly is really loooooooooong, we have to sit on the floor for an hour to listen the teachers crapping, especially for pn nancy, who got promoted and take over mrs.siva place. as usual, stuff dat she says are rules dat r always repeated by mrs.sive, and she doesnt have the "power" dat mrs.siva possessed...*dissapointed*, and i got cramp for a several times *damn it*

then we all got into the class, and realize that there r a few of our classmates r not with us this year (including sitha) *clap* (i'm not being sarcastic ok?) n ppl who din not get to grab a place for themselves have to take tables n chairs from da nxt class..*sigh*

when everyone is settled down, den pn.selvi came in. she told us about our fees, things dat we have to do this year, and she says we have to change places for our own good..*great~*

everyone gt really down when she says she will not be our class teacher this year (what?!) yea, i'm a little down of this. den pn.nancy us econs anymore (thank God), mrs.tee is teaching us *hooray!* *love it*

finally comes to recess, till i realize the canteen food sucks. how can a plate of nasi lemak be RM2? and how can be a tiny small bowl of noodles be RM1.50? it is too ridiculous!! and the canteen operators r changed, now all malay food!! *eww~!* urgh,i'm not gonna set my eyes onto the canteen food anymore..

luckily there's a time for me to ponteng after recess, me n my frens all cramp into spbt room n helped out, lolx n not juz us, there r a lot, i meant A LOT of ppl came n helped out too..me, vivi, and pei yee r suppose to complete a stack of books, i have to write the serial number, vivi have 2 write da date, and pei have to write our sch name. the scene is like as if we r having an autograph session as a group..(we juz cant stop fooling around) lolx

when we finished its almost finish sch..n dat pn norrizan gave is hw on the 1st day of sch..she is damn semangat..

dats my 1st day of sch...n i'm very tired~

DA Mouth 大嘴巴

2007-12-30T06:58:00.000-08:00

recently i'm so obssesed with this taiwanese group, called DA Mouth 大嘴巴. they r made up of 3 guys 1 girl, and they are oftenly called as " Asia's Black Eye Peas".

from left: harry (male vocal), aisa (female vocal), MC40 (rapper), DJ Chun Wha (DJ)

harry or 张怀秋, born in the US, is da male vocal in the group. Chinese with a little Korean blood from his mother side family, has a magnetic voice n a pair of cute small eyes. Good in dancing, went to taiwan 5 years ago, had a miserable life there even though jacky wu was his boss. he acted in several commercials in taiwan, n oso acted in Rainie Yang's MV, 单眼皮. his talent was spoted by the most-known music producers, Adia and KYB, and got him in this group. he wrote a song named after his name, to remember his parents' loving relationship and his deceased grandfather.

Senda Aisa, or more known as 爱纱, who hails from japan, is da female vocal. i got to know her when she acted with vanness in his meteor garden's solo short movie. She used to be one of the members in Sunday Girls, den hosted in a few variety shows in taiwan. she is a petite, but a sexy hot girl, and is always compared to F.I.R's Faye. She gt spoted when she performed with machi. although she cant speak good chinese, but her voice is never doubted.

MC40 is da MC 4 DA Mouth. 40 is taken from his chinese name,仕凌 (shi lin). born in the US, rapping skills can be compared with the foreign rappers. he always have a smiley face and hardly sees his eyes, and it kills a lot of girls with his killing smile. always like to joke around and heats up the atmosphere.

Sakamoto Chun Wha, or DJ宗华, is a taiwanese but raised in japan. he won the 6th place in da DJ world championship in with his team representing taiwan. all the songs in DA Mouth album has his scratching in it n prove to everyone his skills r undeniable. he went to taiwan without telling his parents that he is gonna b one of the DA mouth members, n his parents still thought dat he works in taiwan as a white collar worker.

all the songs r composed by Adia n KYB, and lyrics r written by MC40 and harry. this shows dat their talents r nt just in singing, but participated in composing songs. their future is bright n a lot can be expected from them

2007

2007-12-27T19:17:00.000-08:00

year 2007 is probably da best year i ever had so far. i had new friends, new life, get to c my favourite artists..so cool man~

year 2007 is da busiest year, i had done a lot of crazy stuff this year, stuff that i never thought of.

this year i went to various concerts n promo tours as following:-

Concerts

Jan 27th : Rain "Rain's Coming" Concert, Stadium Putra
Nov 24th : TVXQ "The 2nd Asia Tour 'O'" Concert, Stadium Merdeka
Dec 8th : Rynn Lim "First Concert", KLCC Plenary Hall
Dec 22nd : Star Live Concert, Bukit Jalil Carpark A

Musicals

Apr 26th : The Phantom Of The Opera, Esplanade, Singapore

Promo Tours

May 26th : HanaKimi's promo tour, Times Square
Nov 18th : Danson Tang "爱我“ promo tour, Arena Of Stars, Genting Highlands
Dec 23rd : Da Mouth "Da Mouth Party", Zouk Club

this year is da year where all my favourite artists came to malaysia, which is very hard to gather them here in a year, including rain and tvxq. the only regret in this year is i din get 2 go Vanness Wu's Genting Concert n his concert promo..aihz..downnyer..beside that, i'm really happy i get to attend the concert n promo tours (rynn lim's concert is the unexpected one)

i had several breakthrough this year, i went to zouk club even though i'm under age. (btw i went there in the afternoon) *lol* that is probably the smelliest n darkest place i ever been, and clubbing is never a thing i'm gonna do after 18.

i went to genting without my parents' company. Lol, i went wif yoke yee instead. thats a pretty good experience. btw all da promo tours above i went wif yoke yee..haha is easy to call her out cos she stays in the center of kl.

next year is a really tough year for me, i have 2 cut down my tv, computer time..and i have a goal for next year..dat is save RM3 everyday. by saving it everyday, i'll get RM1098 by the 366th day of 2008..haha den i'll get to buy a new phone..N76 here i come~

i guess this is goodbye 4 2007, i will nvr forget this very year..bye~

凌晨的对话

2007-12-21T00:55:00.000-08:00

今天凌晨，我和一位算是很久没聊天的朋友在MSN聊了很久。虽然我们是经过朋友介绍而认识的，可是我们都是打开心房和彼此聊天，所以他可以说是我聊心事的朋友。最近因为课业问题，有好几次真的想放弃，而我也和他分享了这个问题。他也一直鼓励我，告诉我不要千万不要放弃。真得很感激他。
当我要睡觉时，却让刚刚我们聊的另外一个话题使我无法入睡，也引发我写着这片文章的冲动。那个话题让我重新探讨“朋友”的意义何在。
他问我是否和那个介绍我们彼此认识的朋友在聊天，我说：“没有啊！”他下一个问题却让我很惊讶。
“你们是不是已经不熟了？”

“没有啊！我们还是朋友，只不过聊心事是我不是他的对象而已。“

“为什么她不相信你?"

“这个现象已经从我们认识的时候发生了，当时的确某些事情发生了，我已经不太记得了。“

不是我不记得，是我不想在提及了。那是小事，却让他对我失去一点信心了。

“难怪，原来真的发生一些事情了。”

“有很多时候某一些事情发生了，我却是最后一个人知道。起初真得很沮丧，不过过了很久我已经对这件事情没感觉了。他想跟谁说事情是他的自由，我无权干涉。可是当他需要我的时候，我会在他身边。”

“原来如此，可是我很好奇为什么有些人就不可以很大方得说出来自己的感受。像我那群朋友，很多时候他们都跟我说心事，而不选择和大家一起分享自己的问题。而当我跟其他人分享他人的问题时，他们的反应却是“你觉得我会在乎吗？”我知道有时候他们是抱着开玩笑的心情来说这句话，可是有必要吗？“

“可能就是因为这样他们才跟你说啊！”

“可是我还是不明白嘛，我甚至还和朋友讨论这个。”

“有很多时候我们不能要朋友坐下来听你说话。某一些人就比较more to themselves,而这些举动他们也无意间伤害了对方。”

然后我跟他说一个真实事例，而这件事也发生在我身上。

我和这个朋友认识了三年，可是不是很熟。今年我们很有缘得成为了同班同学，他也坐在我旁边，可是因为我们这班人太吵的关系，老师帮我们调位子。我和他很谈得来，很多时候我们喜欢同样的东西，嗜好。我也很庆幸能和他成为朋友。可是最近他无意间伤害了我，自己也不自觉。

有一位朋友在平安夜在自己家搞派对，由于我必须去教堂，所以当天我无法出席。那这位朋友就问我有去与否。

“没有，当晚有其他的计划。”

“那也对的，这种重要的节日是应该和别人庆祝的，而不是跟我们这些无聊人庆祝的。”

当时我的心情简直跌到谷底，以为他不会介意这种事情的我，万万没想到这种花卉从他的口里说出，而且还那么坦白。

“可能他是开玩笑的。”

“有一次我们玩扑克牌，因为我不太会玩，所以我不想玩。怎知他说“对的，天主教徒是不赌博的。”我尝试和他解释，可是他一直重复说那些话。你觉得他是开玩笑吗？”

“那他真得有点过分了。”

下线后，我却有点说服不了自己。朋友不是应该互相包容吗？为什么会有这种事情发生？真的，我有点怀疑朋友的意义到底何在？真得只可以这样吗？

Birthday

2007-11-12T04:26:00.002-08:00

i celebrated my birthday for 3 days (9/11-11/11)..lolx,and i'm very grateful to those ones who celebrated b-day with me and those who sent b-day messages to me on my birthday, i really appreciated it.(LOL)
We went to sing k in green box, sg wang on 9/11. Pei yee, vivi, chan, yy, jinq, tan, sze wan came on that day. *gam dong* Sze wan gave me a yellow bear, and my 2nd sis is crazy about it. Chan gave me a Body Glove's shirt,love it!! I thought it is blue, but everyone says it's white..my dad even said that it is suppose to be white but it must have kena other baju colour ledy. *speechless*
Pei yee gave me a tin of thing, and i still cant figure it out, but i still love it. Vivi gave me a key chain.
And then we went to green box n sang for 3 hours,non-stop. We got to know a waiter over there, and we were like friends, played around together.*weird* Then suddenly he came in with a birthday cake, and everyone was singing happy birthday song to me. And i was stunned!! I never thought about it, and they gave me a total surprise..thnks guys!!
On the 10th, my parents brought me to Euro-Deli restaurant at Damansara Kim. The pasta there were paradise food. The pasta was so cheesy, and i bet i had put on at least 1kg on that meal. *no way!!*
Juz now i received this mail from redbox.

damn it..i really hate it man..my heart wan breaking when i saw this mail..aihz, i really dunno whether i can go 4 tvxq concert. (no S.H.E.'s) Chan said she could get a ticket for me, and i'm praying hard for it. I hope God will answer my prayer. *keep my fingers cross*
There's another regret this month, that is danson tang's malaysia promo tour. Damn it ,all the places they dont choose, but they chose genting highlands. Why? They want to pay tribute to uncle lim is it? Yerrr...

aihz..suan le ba..they will be another chance to see danson..I'LL WAIT FOR YOU MY LOVE!!

worst night

2007-10-19T07:45:00.000-07:00

Is was the worst, numb night i ever experienced in my whole life, life in this family. I never thought things will come into this kind of situation. The house is so quiet, unusual quiet after that big fight between us.
The fight had occured after we had accumulated unsatisfaction and hatred feelings in us of all these years. Everyone had spoke for themselves, in a very unfriendly way, and made the atmosphere very, very numb. Elder sis had move out from home after the big fight, she claimed that she cant speak out in this house. Second sis had went out wif her boyfriend after that big fight, after she had spoke all the unsatisfaction feelings in her. My mum had tried to settle things out, but failed. Everyone thought they were right, which we cant judge of our ownself, had lead to this night.
I really hated this, everyone giving everyone bad words,which is the last thing i need from this family, i had ENOUGH!! I can never understand why other families can live out life in such a peaceful way, everyone can everyone a better way to communicate, and they are in harmony. Why my family just cant do that, a very simple thing that requires in us, PATIENCE.
Although my elder sis had moved back, but she had been alone the whole day, only my younger sis is talking to her. She is in the room studying, she had an exam on 23rd.My second sis just not willing to talk to her, even for years she would not talk to her, when necessary she will, but turns out into an big quarrel.
I had enough.

new blog

2007-10-08T02:54:00.000-07:00

妈的，not because of that stupid blog gt problem, and vivian keep nagging me, it will a million years to get a second blog done. SO, this is my second blog.
today is the last day of finals, phew~finally..all the sufferings are over..i really nid 2 get some sleep dis few days man..so damn tired..
later nid 2 go 4 tutor a std 1 girl..aihz tired la, dun feel like doing it, but what to do? i have 2 earn money 2 get my next target done, that is tvxq concert!! i din get 2 go last year, i gotta go this year, cos i'll nvr noe when r they coming..nw i get a little enthusiated when i think bout them..i juz cant wait to go 2 their concert~love them so MUCH!!
i gotta go nw, 2 get ready 4 later...